i dont get it

another random outing:) as usual la, the last minute decision on movie. today, not with jojo and matt. today is with BUN-SOON, formally my dad, now my son. wth kan? whatever. hes sho funny laaaa.. really like a mother taking care of a son :X spoon fed and manja son (: zombieland was AWESOME weyh!!!! must watch must watch :) and should watch with benson, he laugh superb funneh weyh :D

king[my random movie partner :)].benson.me

dad? son? :X

HAHAHAHA. i like this one (:

yeerrrr! i dont like my phn camera!!! :X

a-son, you spoilt my picha la..

i knw i knw, ya trying to capture me only kan? HAHA

and i think i should go apyac tmr :X i knw its the last day tmr, might as well dont go kan you would say.

wasn't according to plan:S

was out with the girls to mid valley :D watched couples retreat.. my my.. these ppl are really corrupted weyh!!! cant believe danni and pg loved it :X sickos weyh! well, if ya dont understand what i mean... go watch the movie laaa. my legs are hurting now :S thank God am off tmr and on saturday :) time for a long sleep in :D and and i think i wanna go PD la... HAHAHAH. if only if only you understand ;) any-ho, here are the pichas we took. outing with the ultimate cam-whorer made me one too (:

first we did was visit the wash room :X

mi re do :D

couples retreat [corrupted movie]

cam whorer of the day :X

was flashing away in the theatre :D

keishini :)

2 cam whorer now (:

kacau-kacau :P

am cute too okay, pg :P

:D

shes cute, kan?

stupid flash! :S

waiting for the train (:

the tired look----FAILED! :X

they were about to passed out

why do i looked like am yoga-ing? haha

'aaaahhhh!!!! the train's coming!!!!'

SMILES :)

shot of the day. i <3 loads (:

you're so lost dear :S

working today is tiring :S especially when my new friend is now in camp, we dont really get to text messages each other tht frequent:( and replenishing stocks today serious just got me so freaking hungry.. darn! i ate 2meals during working hour!!!!! GOSH!!!! i hate working life, i tend to gain weight :X

off day tmr.. gonna catch a few movies with the girls tmr:D zombieland.couples retreat.love happens.twilight. we shall watch some out of this 4 :)

i cant wait to end work and go out :) 13th 13th, pls come fast, no no.. come FASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because i miss daddy and my new friend :S

i should end fast and you should come bck fast :D

got homey frm work early today :) and i dont have to work tmr :D i wanna go out!!!!!

so close, yet so far :S

working life this yr is KILLIN', plain killer weyh:S i cant wait for another week of work to end:S

OHMIGEED!!!! we dont look alike la pls. why la you ppl said we are twins? :S haiyerrrr... so drama weyh.

I WANT TO GO OUT! no no, I NEED TO GO OUT! I HAVE TO GO OUT! new friend, quick come bck okay? :D dont worry, you wont be sesat there la ;)

the last and the fist day :S

i can finally say GOODBYE S-P-STUPID-M!!! :D and say hello working days :S

gosh, today is like the worst S-p-stupid-m day la!!! so much of the last day, yet i felt so bombarded! yerrrr! first, i was seriously DEAD tired this mrn, and it was raining. isssh! then tht stupid invigilator passed out the drawing paper like an idiot would do so. and i actually drew my own box and wrote down my details. and they said draw on the other side of the paper, when i turned the paper.......... OMG! there was actually a box prepared on the top right of the page for us to fill in our details. i tell you, i was seriously bombarded weyh! like why cant he give out the paper facing the other side? JIOR! BODOH BETUL! so when i asked for a new piece of paper, he kinda like nagged at me. WTH? sue yr arss bunch of lazeh 'air' holes!

working today is blardy KILLIN' :X those aunties seriously arrrrr... my goodness. like some pasar malam 'sua kus'[you knw like those cheapos] dah la you knw its sales. its all about LUCK when it comes to sales, 'sua kus', you knw or not? more over, this is some kinda warehouse sales, so whatever is there are the only stocks we have. and you knw you 'sua kus' laaaa, fling-ed those outfits like nobody's business and +we[sales promoters] are no GOD okay. you think whatever you want and you cant find in the 'mountains' of crap you 'sua kus' dug and 'built', we can laaaaaa? haiyerrrr.. so bloody annoying can. and oh ya, if you got no patience in queuing up, then pls pls pls, DONT EVER STEP INTO A WAREHOUSE SALES! because you will only get yrself more wrinkles and get cursed by ppl, understand or not?

slowing down the pace

i think i should slow down whatever's in my head. am always speeding up thoughts in my head, which is very bad. very ultra-ly bad!

its thursday[already :S] no paper today, yet i was literally tossing on the bed! and i actually told myself 'study lottay, study!' then i thought, 'ehhhh, friday seni paper 2 la and its my last paper.my last day. ntg else to be studied :D' so i got up and came online :) because i knw i wont have much time to spend with my comp since am gonnabe working for 10bloody days :S

i finally got the feeling of kan jiong for s-p-stupid-m :S HAAHAHAH. i knw i knw, its like my last paper tmr and its seni paper2. LOL. the whole thang is the stupid deer am trying to draw is not being friendly with me :S

at the losing end :S

and am finally done with all the writting and darkening papers:) down with a drawing and painting paper.

any-ho, am starting work tmr for 10days[3rd-13th] (: in Guess, Centro. so am gonna kinda miss some events here and there :S this sucks, yet, am ultra-ly broke! i hope i can make it to aunt's wedding this saturday :S

am gonna miss sitting in front of the comp for 10 bloody days! :S am gonna miss chatting with you! and text messaging you for 10 freaking days! yes! it sucks tht outting is cancelled!! :S

what was i thinking man? GOSH!

after slacking at home for almost a week, am finally bck in school to continue s-p-stupid-m. literature in english today. haiyerrrr, i tell you the paper is-so-the-gay, can? ish!

i was practically half dreaming while doing the paper, idk why.. but i felt smtg was in my head! ish! science paper tmr, gosh.. slacked slacked slacked. hadnt touch the bloody book for almost a month now :S man, am so close to freedom yet not studying for the last few papers :S die la die la.

[EDITED---- GO AWAY! :S]

left.right.middle.bckside

my new friend is driving me nuts! hahha. staying up till 6am and waking up at 10am.11am.12pm! @@

so its the final week for all the crap! am kinda like slacking already. like really not touching any books anymore :S gosh... i am fearing arts paper now, wtc kan? its supposed to be the easier paper for me, yet i suddenly dont knw how to paint :S am sho bodo all the sudden.

lalalalala~~ *do the silly dance* am really excited now!!! i dont knw why. I WANNA GO OUT!!! (: oh btw, i think i wanna go NS. hahaahha

my new friend disowned me :(

stayed up till 6am and waking up by texts in the mrn at 10am :S not cool not cool so not cool!

so my oh-so-awesome-plan for movies didnt turn out right for thursday and friday :S ishhhh. and i think i wont be able to catch any movie this week. oh great, this sucks weyh!

am loving m'ch more and more every time i talk to her :* why do you want to match make us together so badly m'ch? hahahah. i think you'll be disappointed la if we dont turn out being together kan? HAHAHA.

i ♥ my new friend la :*

i think am crazy!!!! hahaha. i went to bed at 6am and got up at 10.30am after receiving a phn call:S but surprisingly, i dont have the urge to kill tht human, instead i got up with a smile on my face :D hehehe. its a good sign isnt it? i think so too :)

so a human ffk-ed me. hes offed to camp when we're supposed to go catch a movie together :S its okay, i think am too broke to go out too. shall just go out tmr only la. *fingers crossed* i hope those humans dont ffk me again :S

i think i got a thang for girls' generation now. HAHAHAHAH. thanks clarence, thank you so much laaaa :S

50:50

so hitting the gay noon by sitting for add math paper :S well, paper1 in the morning was okay, but paper2-----------SERIOUSLY GAY!!!!! am gonna quit talking bout it. earth on what are they really tht free to come up with such gay questions? darn. get a life, pls?

so after paper1, headed to kd for roti pisang :D [great, i see myself growing side-ways :S] any-ho, having may lynn and jess o'er my hse for a short break was awesome:)

after all the gay paper, i slacked at home infront of the tv and after tht i got tht urge to go out :D and so mummy said we go subang parade while waiting for bro :) met up with the cousin and niece. HILARIOUS la seriously, talking to them and laughing like nobody's business (: ahhh, you dont understand. because you werent there. any-ho, i think i wanna go catch a movie tmr(:

i wanna skip tmr and move on with thursday, can?

so i had moral paper today and you knw what? the exam paper SMELLS :S yeeeee.. i think they use recycled toilet paper. it seriously smells like crap:S

this week seems long because of add math paper tmr :S even tho its my final day of this week. i think i will just go visit the paper and see what i can do about it. if its condition is really bad, then am sry, i think i would just announce it as dead :\

looking at the bright side of this week, i think am gonna spend my thursday and friday wisely ;) you knw like movies.hang out.party.sleep over (: well, but not to forget to practice my drawing and painting, also study a lil while i enjoy at the same time. so you knw those ppl who wants me to feel stress over s-p-stupid-m will shut their lips :X


fyi, am still a happy fat lil girl and i still dont feel stress :P pissed? sue yrself :D

the fear is still here :S

i dont get why do MOTORBIKES exist in this world :S i hate motorbikes and motorcyclists of course!!! they're so annoying! yerrr.. especially those dont even knw how ride properly on road.

you knw you knw especially those youngsters. those melayus.indians.ah-bengs. you think knowing how to ride the darn motorbike is 'COOL'? my foot okay. *uck yrselves laaaa.

the conclusion is the government should BAN motorbikes in m'sia laaaaaa... you knw like you see most of the accidents involve stupid motorbikes. ++robbing scene are all done by idiot motorcyclists. what else? parking a lousy motorbike in a HUGEY yellow box which obviously meant for a car. see, bird brains or what? sry, i've got no mercy motorcyclists.

to those who cant afford a car, am sry if you feel offended. any-ho, dont you humans dare disagree with my statements! :P

bonny ♥ ivy

dear dear cousin, you are finally MARRIED :D more pichas to be uploaded (:

i think i love myself loooooaaaaaaadssssss ♥

like i said i'll be half-merdeka-ed after ytd, and so i was practically out the whole day today :D see, how i ♥ myself :*

-went to cousin's kindie in the morning. apparently last day of school and the kids were so obedient :O [on the last day of sch? strange] any-ho, they are all so adorable today (:

-movie-christmas carol in the afternoon. was supposed to watch it in 3D, but idk why pyramid took away the screening time for it so we watched it without the 3D effect, but it was still NICEY :D

-celebrated nephew's butt-day in aeon :)

and cousin's wedding tmr :D uhhhh, cant wait cant wait. its been awhile, no no its been a looooooooooooooooooong time since i last attended a relatives' wedding.

[but idk what to wear :S]

quite bodoh

i went to bed at 8pm last night. having the sign of giving up history paper2. but idk what struck me and i got up at 4am receiving a text frm manda with questions tht are gonna come out for history paper2. i was stoned for a moment and thought should i just read some craps or go bck to bed. unfortunately i couldnt sleep anymore and i was a lil hyper tht time, so i studied only laa.. i think i managed to squeezed in some craps.

so i was a lil kalam-ed in the mrn. haha. because i was kinda last minute packing my stuff and true enough i forgotten my stupid slip. so i went to the pejabat and I HAVE TO PAY 1RM TO GET A LOUSY PIECE OF PAPER THT DONT EVEN NEED MY NAME ON IT? [but i still wrote my name there la :P]

the gay guys in my classroom are pretty gaga today. the young one acually fell asleep behind of the class. HAHAHA. the old one went gaga over our ICs.. for the love of God, PLS SILENT YR DARN PHN LAAAAA... AND DIAM CAN? SPM GOING ON, HELLO? the conclusion=they talk too much :X

i hope this is the last time i sit for history paper, well at least the last time for louseh m'sia history?

any-ho, i think i hadnt seen bro for 2days already? ever since he started his part time in toys 'r' us at subang, his working time's a lil gay i think. any-ho i miss him la.. hahaha. when hes at home slacking, i nagged at him to get a job, now when he has got a job, i miss him. just like how i miss sis too:( any-ho its my bro 1st part time job in 19 years. HAHAHAH. obviously, he compliant a lil. what to do, mummy's son wert.. pampered for 19 years and finally got a job.

for the love of God!

so yah, day 1 is still on. humans are all in school preparing for bm2 and am here blogging. i love myself laaa. any-ho, if you're wondering how was my day 1.. lemme tell you, it was expected to be gay already laaa..

and you knw, my class is like the bilik pegawas. neh, you knw where all the pengawas take the exam papers to their respective classes. so yah, my class was kinda kalam today i tell you. i was actually very calm entering school gate.examination class.getting my question papers. and then tht pengawas' phn have to ringggggggggggggggggggggg laaa... yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... i tell you i feel like shopaking him weyh.

i cant wait for tmr to end.. yes, for once in my life i dont like #2. sejarah paper 2 in spm day 2. yeee... my number okay. now, be GONE!

am gonna face it like how charlottay always does :)

I WANNABE SUPERB TIRED TODAY!! so i could just fall asleep on my bed and wake up tmr with a smile and kick start my day by KILLING off bm1.history.bm2 (:

finally got my 2b pencils and pens ytd. mummy nagged. HAHAHA. and this is what she said 'you ar.. always doing things last minute. wanna 'pang sai' only look for toilet bowl.' 'duh.. of course la mie, takkan i sit in the toilet for 24/7 kan? :)'

idk if am stress or what. but i just couldnt resist my comp. haha. i wont be coming online tmr [i think] but i'll be bck on thurday la once HISTORY is KILLED :D okay for now, i think i shall go for now.

i think i need a medical check up, stress is not with me yet :S

am looking forward to WEDNESDAY :) [s-p-stupid-m is finally here]

idk why am i so happy, am just not pressured(?) haha

so, here's my-very-awesome-schedule :)

18/11: wed

bm1 -8am-10.15am

sej1 -11am-12pm

bm2 -2pm-4.30pm

19/11: thurs

bi1 -8am-9.45am

bi2 -10.30am-12.45pm

sej2 -2pm-4.30pm

*gathering at my place :D [this is how we celebrate when SEJARAH papers are over ;)]

20/11: fri

*cousin's bachelor night partai :D[i think]

21/11: sat

*cousin's wedding [me me, i love wedding dinners (:]

sat

23/11: mon

math1 -8am-9.15am

math2 -10am-12.30pm

24/11: tues

moral -8am-9.15am

25/11: wed

add math1 -8am-10am

add math2 -2pm-4.30pm

26/11: thurs

*extra class for literature in english -8am-12pm

27/11: fri

*movie in the mrn? i dont mind (: hahah

*NIGEL'S 21st butt-day!!!! [OH YAY!!]

*m'ch is sleeping o'er :) [and what's literature in english to us again?HANG IT!]

1/12: tues

literature in english -2pm-4.30pm

2/12: wed

science1 -8am-9.15am

science2 -10am-12.30pm

seni1 -2pm-3.15pm

3/12: thurs

*i think i wanna catch a movie (:

4/12: fri

seni2 -8am-11am

*AND CHARLOTTAY SAYS : 'BYE SCHOOL!!! :)'

5/12:sat

*aunt's wedding [ohhhhh... another wedding... me like me like]

and if you're wondering why my parents are not saying anything.. let me tell you, its because they are AWESOME !! :) pressuring yr kids will get them no where. so yeah :):):):):):):) and yeah, mummy wants me to be in every PARTAI. how can i not love her kan? :*:*:*:*:*:*:*:*:*

wrong description :O

I LIKE MY PLAN TOO (:

weshallenjoywhilethosekidsgobcktosch=)

oh lovely me, why am in rangers now? LOL. i think its the last day today tho[for me la], when i actually asked to get into line with those rangers *roll eyes* HAHAH. i was seriously blurred! i didnt knw what to do standing in line :X

current obsession---KEN HUNG (: cina so what? am a chinese wert. +hes an ABC=america born chinese. ahhh... me like me like :*

my 'wedding' plan :D

i think the plan when well (: besides the groom la. HAHAAHA.

if only if only you understand what am i trying to say ;)

i love daddy la. he always gives me the GREEN light to sleep when am studying in the midnight :) you knw how funny i feel every night studying in my room at 12am and he comes home saying 'babe, if you're tired then dont study. sleep okay :)' and how funny when am in front of the computer, he'll say 'wow, resting ar? good good' and mummy dearest will go, 'ah-b, where are you ar? always out!' 'have you been studying?' 'aijio.. headache again ar? ya la, dont eat!' sis--'lynn, lets go aeon. am bored.' 'eh, kia la.. go makan, hungry la' 'weyh, you free or not ar tmr?' bro--'eh where you went ar? didnt buy food for me, am hungry.' 'can you like go study and stop fb-ing?'

m'ch, we are terrible-horrible-vegetable ppl kan? hahaha. meeting today. party on the 27th and sleep over eh? what is literature in english to us? any-ho, we're just looking forward to 9th arent we?? and 10th and 11th and 12th(:

what a silent night, dont cha think?

am stoning am stoning. stupid 'mother of pearl', i couldnt sleep because of tht drink last night. TEA=no sleep :S and i got up at 2pm.

i was home alone and hungry. and you knw what i found in my kitchen? HAHAHA. 4lively crabs. YESH, daddy brought crabby for dinner on sunday :) and and 3hard boiled eggs. HAHAHA. so cute kan my mum? so i was really bored. i didnt knw what to do. i came online in the afternoon and i clicked on blogger, suddenly i starred at the 'posting' page and i was blanked! i didnt knw what to write. hahaha.

after tht i took out my komsas book and actually read some crap outta there and watched teley. oh man, how lifeless can i get some more? and now i want food. oh dear me! :S

it was a long chat with you last night and i realized smtg really strange. its her who is strange.

am quite a terrible person i think

2012 was awesome, a lil draggy here and there, but still... NICE:)

phewww.. i was practically out the whole day. got up at 12pm and had lunchy then came online and was asked out for pizza thru fb at 2pm. left aeon at 2.45pm to meru. picked up some humans and off to bbk jusco for 2012 :) at 7pm, to kp for dinner. hahah. got homey at 9pm only. crap crap crap. i hear my books crying. well, shall read 'em later or so.

idk why la those idiots have to park in front of my hse. are you dumb or what? no matter how bloody small is yr car, you're still in front my MAIN GATE! so could you pls carry yr brain with you all the time? no parking? hello, theres like plenty of parking okay. i saw! park and walk la. cnt walk ar? go some other place for dinner la. mamak alot here!

i think its okay now:S

I THINK I CURED THE VIRUS IN MY COMPUTER THIS AFTERNOON :O

idk how, but the annoying screaming box doesnt pops up anymore. cool cool. i think luck's with me. [stopthtcrap]

any-ho, am gonna watch 2012 tmr :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) and and i cant wait for saturday. hmm, idk why but i somehow think am falling in love with saturday.

oh nohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i can sense my books calling me again :S i think i should leave now.

was i too harsh just now? am sry :S

i tak paham laaa.. explain?

i think am going crazy soon. s-p-stupid-m next week, and the feeling is not here yet. you knw the-very-kan-jiong-feeling. yea, not with me yet. wait, why am i wanting it?? *touch wood touch wood* lemme take s-p-stupid-m calmly :D no stress no stress.

indeed, i still dont get it. why does s-p-stupid-m falls during loooooooooooooooooong school holiday? november and december. so stupid can? especially when theres like superb duperb huperb alot of activities and great offers and SALES going on, we, f5s[i call us the lifeless ppl of the yr] have to la date our books.notes. yerrrr... quite lame right? i knw. uncle and aunt are bck frm aussie. this dinner. tht dinner. cousin's getting married. aunt's getting married. cousin 21st butt-day. see, see.. temptation kan? haiyerrrr... but i think i will go for ALL la (: so what? s-p-stupid-m[only wert] emm, i mean still needa eat kan?? ;)

alas.. i really couldnt be bothered anymore la. like i mentioned before, why are we living lives to pls others? and the darn result 'shyt' is just a piece of shyt la[i mean piece of paper la] see, we cant even choose to not sit for s-p-stupid-m unless you're in a private school. hmmm.. i think schools are where kids go rebellious because theres TOO MANY RULES to remember. c'mon la, who likes being under the spells of law and rules? you like you like meh? i dont like lorh. kids need some[more!] freedom too, humans[goverments.teachers.parents] one day, the whole world will go gaga i think. and who to be blamed? me?? NOHHHHH!!!! or maybe? am giving weird explainations :S oh whatever, sue me (:

i think i want nikon coolpix S70

should i should i get it? it looks chio, especially this colour :) dslr or slr are not my type laa.. so this cute lil chio one is good enough:)

you should knw, you are part of my dream (:

one more week to go, am doomed. quite doomed. wait, VERY DOOMED! :S

[HAHAHA. I ACTUALLY POSTED IT WITHOUT A TITLE JUST NOW]

IDK WHERES EVERYONE WEYH!!!

okay, i understand those f5s are studying. but what bout the rest??

and here we go again.. am bloody broke AGAIN this month. its 10th of the month only:O:O:O:O:O:O oh lottay, how are you gonna survive eh? you've got so many 'lubbish' to buy ya knw?? so many places to go. i knw i knw.. but sadly my bckside dont print money anymore :S should i just get money frm daddy? AHAHAHA. i think he will kill me and say 'GO STUDY LA!!' wait, if am killed, how to study some more kan? +i think my computer has this torjan virus which is quite serious kan? hahaha. and i havent call up the 'prawn' for servicing. i think its dying soon. really SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON. if yes, there goes, am the murderer :O

its 2pm right now. i have another 30minutes to go. what should i do? eat? again?!!!! i just had lunchy. hmmm.. i think i want ice-cream :)

life's good? you think?

am looking forward to next yr!!! i dont knw why but am excited, yet afraid :S

study study you must study force yrself to study study is all i heard this mrn in school.

and guess what? am off to nappy now. am really tired and migraine, thank you thank you, you're my excuse to take a nap :)

i think its dying soon :S

so am down with 10days :S and i just realized school holiday is starting soon :O:O:O:O:O:O oh man... what is this weyh??? i used to be the one enjoying my holidays.work.play. and now? tell me la how to focus on s-p-stupid-m?? confirm cnt la. this is INSANE i tell you. sitting there, knowing tht school holiday is drawing near, december's on its way.. I CANT THINK STRAIGHT ANYMORE!!!! this stupid headache is driving me crazy!!! headache, if you want me so much, just kill me okay. stop being gay and stop sticking to me!

m'ch, i dont get why those ppl like sticking to her. like seriously... WHY?????? hmmm.. shall figure it out after the headache is gone and s-p-stupid-m is over!

temporary replacement? i want a permanent one!!!!

so much of a word fun----NOT!!!

A TOTAL WASTA TIME, CAN?! CANT BELIEVE YOU AND I GOT FOOLED KAN? KAN?

oh man.. m'ch.. i love you la today!! hahahah. we shall really sit down more often together like how we did just now;) oh, btw.. tht was just a particular random talk o'er him okay? hahahah. menolikehim.

you ppl bloody closed-minded can? louseh! dah la ya and da didnt work out, can you just relax a lil and give it a try? no balls!





ohcrapithinkshethinksammad!!!!!!

L.O.S.T

wonderbra omma was really pisssed off ytd :S he doesnt wanna come online anymore :( there goes, i think i've lost another kaki to chat with :S

daddy, if only if only you knw how much i hate talking to you sometimes :S is not tht i dont love you anymore, but somehow i think the way of you giving love towards us is not right. you see, you're not like before anymore, you realize tht? remember what we talked over last time? there are times when am right and you're wrong too and we can talk over it. but now this hse is like a motel to all of us. we dont share any good-lame-stuff anymore. you knw why? because you became scarier and you no longer tolerating with us :S and how do you expect us to bring up our good-lame-stuff? i think if we do, you'll start lecturing us like theres no tmr. and i bloody hate tht. so be it, motel then motel. i couldnt care more, my life is suckish enough. all i need is just a tiny cubicle to stay in and all my happiness and sorrows will stay and remind there. you'll nvr see me breaking down nor being the happy-go-lucky lil girl anymore, because all we do now is 'hi dad' and a hug and poof, off we go. idk how to fix this broken family, because i cant do this alone. am sry if my actions hurt you:S

I NEEDA GO OUT NOW!! AND YES, AM GOING OUT RIGHT NOW (: